Has someone ever hurt you that much, that you just wish for them to die, or suffer the same amount of pain they made you go through?
I constantly feel this way.. It’s not that I don’t feel guilty over this desire of mine! Yet again, the demons take over me and I beg to god to fulfill this prayer for me!
No matter how much I try to put my soul to rest, it’s unruly. My soul doesn’t submit to the decisions of god. I feel as if there is injustice in this world. I want justice right now! I can’t wait for the hereafter! I can’t tolerate the pain of seeing those who hurt me, happy, when I am sad. I want answers from god!